rest day najud August 30, 2008 |
Yeah, it's just another day -- but it's my first rest day since I got officially employed. :)
coffee, Internet, music, books, movies, and my bed
To be honest..? -- I'm not happy with what I'm doing. I'm proud that I'm part of PeopleSupport and I would really want to stay for long. The thing is, I badly need more drive or motivation as well interest towards my tasks. It's bad because no matter how I think about the opportunity, the compensation, and the ground I'm at for some self-improvement but unfortunately it's really taking me down. Kahit sabihin pa nilang "It's normal since you're a newbie. In time you will learn" -- I know for sure I'll get used to it and learn a lot but right now I'll tell straight to your faces guys that I'm not happy, I'm not excited. I DO NOT HAVE PASSION IN SELLING OR ANYTHING OF THE SORT. PERIOD.
Anyway, a batchmate of mine and I had a chance to talk to our supervisor this lunch and I told her about it. She said it's a good thing I let her know about it so she'll know where to go about me. Thanks supe, that's something to be filed under MOTIVATION then..
For now, guess just have to go about everything. And antos lang jud ta ani. I'm working not just for the compensation but at least because I have a strong drive to do such thing.I texted everybody back home and they're really concern of what's going on with me here in Cebu. Wow, I'm touched, hehehe.. Hahaaay.. I miss you guys, every time I remember them naiiyak ako.. I miss Prince and Josh, I miss PaMa's company, I miss my brother's presence, I miss everybody and I'm going to cry now.. :'(
Good thing Ate will be here this weekend and I dont have work Sun and Mon so we'll have time together and by the way, it's her 35th birthday this Sunday. She said she wants to eat at Insular's buffet dining and joked me about paying it. Hahaha.. Nice 'te. Well sure, why not. It's my time to repay my sister. She's been there for me no matter what and she gave me tons and tons of help ever since. Aside from my parents, she's a mentor and a great person not to forget to though medyo may katigasan ang ulo nito sometimes. Hihihi..
Anyway, I recieved my ATM card a while back and so excited about it. Well not really the card itself but what's the card is going to give me later. Hahaha..