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things i realized they just happened.. October 28, 2008 |

.. and I didn't like most of it.

1. I was forced to buy a fan. I was provided one along with a contract of course but my landlady asked to get it back the other week because their fan broke. So I force myself not to make face in front of her. That's the part I didn't like, I'm supposed to make her feel she broke the contract we had before I moved in.

2. Ate's AC Adapter was supposed to be released last weekend. We ordered week before last but it wasn't processed. And so I have to spend to buy a new book again. Without something to do after work while trying to get sleepy is suicidal.

3. My fan broke after few days. Bad thing is the Service Center is located at nowhereland. So I had to force myself and withdraw the last drop of money I had in my account and buy a new one -- again. Now, I'm poor.

4. I kept on following up my planned leave for this December but since my supervisor is "kind of" busy (whatever) I just had to force myself not to take my second plan (yet) which is to go home and declare it as AWOL. Hhhmm.. Interesting.

5. I lost my budget list and I'm running out of mineral water now.

6. I found a new place to move in this weekend. What's ticking me off is I had to wait until then to get the hell out of my hell mode place and had to agonize myself every time I see the landlady. I just h_t_ her.

7. I was late for work the other night. I modified my cellphone's profile and it didn't vibrate when it alarmed. So it took me sometime to absorb it, the thing is it's a written warning that's why it bothered me a while. I literally told myself that 'you don't like your job so get over it', minutes later I'm having the time of my life, sprawled on my bed and reading when my phone rang. My supervisor asked someone to call me and ask what happen. Damn. So I drag myself to work. Life sucks.

Sa kadahilanang wala lang magawa, magko-Q & A tayo.. October 21, 2008 |

Honestly, are you in love right now?
Pupusta ako pag yan nangyari sa mga panahong eto..

Honestly, what color is your underwear?
It's always been black.

Honestly, what's on your mind right now?
What to do after I go offline -- whether to jump off this building or close my eyes for 5 hours more or less to finally get to sleep.

Honestly, what are you doing right now?
Doing some nonsense stuff like this while thinking what to do next that's more nonsense than this.

Honestly, what did you do today?
12:00AM : I logged in for work
01:00AM : I took my first break at work
03:30AM : I took my fucking second break at work
05:00AM : I had my luch at work
09:00AM : I logged out from work
.. Few minutes after I felt like eating a donut. Sugar rush.

Honestly, do you think you are attractive?
If I'm going to say no, would it make a difference?

Honestly, have you done something bad today?
I always do.

Honestly, do you watch Disney channel?
Nuh-uh, if I'm not at home. My nephew and niece would kill me for that channel.

Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?
No. Well, not unless if I see someone eating a pint of mango flavored icecream. That would bolt me out of this chair and go directly to Select and buy one for myself.

Honestly, what makes you happy most of the time?
If I hear my family smile over the phone. :(
And if money would not ever bother me.

Honestly, do you bite your nails?
Before I was a complete nailbiter freak. Believe me, I look like a retard before.

Honestly, what is your mood right now?
Hell mode. Dang, it's f*ckin' warm in here.

Honestly, who do you want to see at this very moment?
G or miSt (code names)

Honestly, do you have a deep dark secret?
Who doesn't?

Honestly, do you hate someone right now?
I tend not to. Gosh, I barely even getting a life on track, what more if I'm going to spend my time hating someone else.

Honestly, who/what do you want to hug right now?
WHO : That -- I'm going to think first. Hindi sa ang dami nila but there's really none. :D
WHAT : I miss my hotdog pillow. I always have had one.

Honestly, do your wrists hurt?
It's been my back since I got this freakin' job..

Honestly, are you in denial?
Who? Me?

Honestly, wouldn't you rather be having sex right now?
Can somebody make that happen..?

Honestly, is it easier to talk through social websites than in person?
I seldom give out emotional response online. I mean, too emotional. It's not me.

Honestly, does anyone like you?
I wish I knew one..

Honestly, is it going anywhere with them?
????

Honestly, did you answer all these questions honestly?
Honestly..? I did. Amazingness. :D

same same October 20, 2008 |

Not much to say.. It's been the same since.

Work. Eat. Sleep. And it goes over and over 5 days in a week and life is somehow meaningful during Saturday and Sunday -- it's my so called rest day.

walang kakwenta kwenta October 6, 2008 |

Somehow nakakamiss din pala ang school.. Hihihi..

Atat na atat akong grumajuweyt from iskwela dati pero ngayon, parang gusto ko na ulit magpabuhay at maging palamunin for another 4years -- or so..

Ang sama ng thought..